Fear

I am afraid. I don’t know why. No, I know. I am afraid of write. What if people find it offensive? Even more, since it is questioning a political ideology, one that is worldwide and it is impossible not to take a stand. I trust my skills. I know there is no need to hurry, therefore I can review as much literature needed for this text to reach a great standard. Yet, I am afraid. I fear a negative reception, even if I have not a real reason to.

And fear is a monster with tentacles. Now I feel afraid of being making the worst decisions about painting and drawing; if my fanfics and novels would be terrible; even if I am being a good mother, or at least average.

Fear is a terrible enemy.

But the only way to beat it is to keep going. So, I guess there is nothing else to do, but take it and worry less about the future.